Who you've been isn't who you have to be

Truth be told, I knew there was bad, but I knew the good overcame it.

Why can't I see that anymore?

God, I need a sign, I need wisdom, I need help.

I'm crying out to you.

Lord, speak to my mind, heart, and spirit and allow me to know what it is that you want me to do...

She's a sweet disaster

I'm not perfect.

Far from it, actually.

I dream big.

I sing too loud.

I dance provocativly.

I talk too much.

I walk fast.

I eat a lot.

I sleep too much.

I am lazy.

I am outspoken.

I talk back.

I mess up.

I make mistakes.

I cry.

I laugh SO loud.

I make a scene.

I have no cares.

I wear what I want.

I do what I want.

I don't let people run over me.

I cuss.

I yell.

I don't think before I speak.

I don't think before I do.

But most of all,

I 'm a sweet disaster,

.....and awesome.