all i simply want.

This is all i seem to be thinking about lately; 

i just want something real.

and as im something i mean love, or companionship.

i just want something meaningful, and something so divine;

but i cant seem to find it, 

is it really that much to ask?

is it too much to ask to actually commit to someone, to treat them with resepct, to cherish them, and to love them?

i wouldn't think so..

I see couples all the dang time, hugging and loving on each other, and it just makes me sick but deep inside i envy them. Especially the ones that have been together for a long time, they have it so good, and i want that.

Well i know one thing, God loves me and he has a plan and thats all i can fathom.

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Day 10;

post a picture of someone you love.

My Dog, Diesel, My Baby.

I know hes not much of a someone, but to me he is.(:

He is the best dog i could ask for, i never thought id get so attached, but i have. 

ever since he was a tiny little puppy ive babied him,

He was a chub-wub, with the cutest personality. 

listen to this, everyday when i come in from school he is waiting in the same spot down my drive way for me, and i always roll my window down and yell his name, and that tail just goes a wagging,

every night i go put him in his pin, pet him, kiss his nose tell him how much i love him and to sleep good and hear lately to stay warm. 

we got him a soccer ball, boy does he love it;

these past warm days i go outside and play soccer with him, hes a cheater tho,

ahaha, (: 

hes the best, point blank. <3

"love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil bit rejoices with the truth. it always protects always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. 

Love never fails..."

Corinthians 13:4-8

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