i stepped up.

Okay so one of my friends and former BESTFRIEND has been having major issues with her family and her friends.
We used to be so close and everything was okay, well we dont go to school together, and making new friends was a big challenge for her..
just recently she has been going through some deep stuff, and she has been nothing but depressed; shes been crying every morning, and all day. It absolutly kills me to see such a beautiful girl be so down.
i was reading her tumblr posts and they were saying some very very very crazy stuff. to start off with her tumblr name was, "icutttheselovelywrists" which doesnt sound to good within itself. all of her posts talked about how she hated herself, how she hated her life, how she hated everything about her and that she just wasnt worth living. well one post caught my eye; she had wrote letters to all her family members saying how terrible she was and she just needed to kill herself, cause she wasnt worth living and no one loved her. This girl used to be SO outgoing and happy and loving, she loved her life and everything about it; and now it was like this? i had to do somthing. 
ya see im the type of person to just stay out of it. I wasnt really sure if she was still a christian, but i was my place to step in.
i sent her this message.

so i read your tumblr stuff. it really upset me and has me a little worried.

____ , you are such a lovely girl, and you have a meaning for life.

i dont know if your a christian, but its my place to tell you this.

God loves you, God made you and by golly he made a masterpeice.

you are so genuine. You are soooo loved, he loves you so much, you are his pride and joy, and he wants you to realize that.

see i was once in your situation, i didnt care, and i wanted to die.

but i turned to God and he has turned my life around and has gave me everything i could ask for. i didnt believe in miracles, but hell did i need one, and all i had to do was talk to god, beg him for forgivness.God does great things, and he can do great things in your life.

____ you mean so much to me, soo much. i love you , God loves you, youre family loves you, your friends love you. you are truely blessed. God tests us he brings people in and out of our lives just to see how we do, he works in mysterious ways, he deprives us to show us there is a light in the dark to show us there is a up when youre down and he truely loves us all. ALL of us.

Yes weve mad mistakes but he loves us just as much as he did before, and he will love us unconditionally forever. He loves you so much, and he is proud to say he created you, i mean who wouldnt, youre amazing in and out, through and through. Youre Gods creation.

Just hear me out this one time ____, just this one.

Talk to god, ask him for forgiveness and tell him you need him and you love him and thank him for everything, and he will give you an everlasting life you your grandpa, and all your family. a life without suffering or pain, a life of harmony and love. Your so precious to him, and he gave his son for you.

there are such things as miracles, and you can be one of those.

please just hear me out ____; you probably think im some Godly freak, but im telling you, liveing a life walking with God is so amazing; cause you know deep in your heart he loves you. Jesus longs to comfort you and will do anything for you.

"The lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my god is my rock in whom i take refuge. he is my shield and the horn of my salvation my stronghold, i call to the lord who is worth of praise and i am saved from my enemies." Psalm 18:2-3.

I love you ____, more than anything, i am here for you always.

but i really want you to think hard about this.

♥

she replied saying how much she wanted to thank me and that it really opened her eyes.

i was reading her tumblr today, and she talked to her counselor, and her friends, and her mom, and shes getting a therapist. This girl NEVER talked to her mom, our counselor, and to see that really made me smile. She posted and said thanks to ____ ____ and ____; no my name wasnt on there, but im fine with that. She used to cuss every other word, but in the new post i saw no cuss words. 

this was the thing that got me most;

Guess what her tumblr name is.

Newflesh.

Miracles can happen; and with God they are possible.

Just thought id share. 

Godbless,