Day seven;
List you're biggest fears.
1. im afraid of spiders, i have an absolute fear of spiders.
2. im afraid of the past.
3. im afraid of loosing someone i love.
mostly objects and sentimental things.
Spiders.
My past.
just like they tell you in youre history classes;
"history repeats itself"
well im terrified of that.
i hold things in my past against myself, and i hold myself back;
every time something good happens i have this strange feeling its all going to go bad.
..yeah, story of my life.
Loosing someone close to me.
i think about this way to much.
ever since i lost my grandpa all i can seem to think about is loosing my grandma, and i would be absolutely devastated. more than anyone would know.. ive lost touch with her, and im so afraid of loosing her.
well, i went to my grandpas grave and put those flowers on there, finally!
it looks beautiful, but i hope the wind doesn't blow it off.
well, im tired.
sucky blog i know.
Goodnight, Godbless.
ew, just this picture makes my skin crawl.
i hate them, more than anything.
just like they tell you in youre history classes;
"history repeats itself"
well im terrified of that.
i hold things in my past against myself, and i hold myself back;
every time something good happens i have this strange feeling its all going to go bad.
..yeah, story of my life.
Loosing someone close to me.
i think about this way to much.
ever since i lost my grandpa all i can seem to think about is loosing my grandma, and i would be absolutely devastated. more than anyone would know.. ive lost touch with her, and im so afraid of loosing her.
well, i went to my grandpas grave and put those flowers on there, finally!
it looks beautiful, but i hope the wind doesn't blow it off.
well, im tired.
sucky blog i know.
Goodnight, Godbless.
- - i somehow failed to post this, but this was from last night.
my apologies.
my apologies.
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